Category Archives: poems

i drift off i let go of everything human every thought and every craving desire lust pain i let go. i give up of humanity humanity forsakens me i don’t feel. i know not what it means to feel anymore … Continue reading →

the flood comes there is nothing to be done no way to go, flood all the holy claims we pray nothing to be done oh, flood… no hope I fall the almighty wave of fear and pain kicks in stealing … Continue reading →

cold nights with warm friends; youth, reckless laughs about past, with all that it taught us and future, with all that it still has to throw at us with unspeakable strength and unimaginable power; how it feels scary getting old … Continue reading →

i am your shadow when you are standing under the raging sun i am your light when you are wading through darkness, all alone i am your shelter when all you wanted was gazing at the night sky but it … Continue reading →

i came to conclusions when the sea slept on the shore i wept, begging for salvation swept under the tide the tide, that sees no man i carried along i died, drowned under her love we saw the moon changing … Continue reading →

a windowsill — blue sky shines through but sun cannot catch me i am too long too entangled in this darkness of my own the sickening of my thoughts no light no love no affection no lies no truth no … Continue reading →

oh heart oh, despicable heart unexplainable disguise disgusting, sick, putrid useless oh heart oh, futile heart volatile insanity vulnerable, fragile, broken shattered oh… soul poisoned soul cyanide scent venomous, dangerous, rancid gone

nothing makes me feel nothing makes me move nothing gets me going as you used to do neither did i slip neither did i fall neither did i know what this was all about haven’t seen a thing haven’t been … Continue reading →